cozy day...raining outside...little faez not ready to sleep tight yet...kejap2 buka mata..."sleep2 little chicky"..hehe..not watching tv ..listening to selected song at my pC...do some blogging..next week i'll started to work...after a long break... 1 year+2 months(maternity leave)...sempat 2 weeks keja before my ML..
Hmm...my mom must be alone at this moment...my 2 nephews..going to school...usually at this "silent" moment she would remember mmore about arwah KAklin(really wierd to mention kaklin with that"title") coz for us she still here....watching us...still awaiting for our news...and became a messengger between us and mama....to ask about kampung condition..she was the one we always asked....about money matter/about mama and her health condition....everything is going through her...thru texting .."apa bar kamu jan?" that the normal tex she would send to my phone..if she felt we are not calling back home for so long,she would send any latest news from home to us(all her seven siblings).....but everything is over now...
for me..she is the one and only..the best sister i ever had...i really miss her at this moment...........AL FATIHAH...for my dear kak lin...may u rest in peace there
still here...
You looked at me and saw what I never could see
You made me feel more than I thought I could ever be
And when I needed a friend you were always there to lift me up
To make me strong
You're not gone
You're still here
With me all the time
You're still here
When I close my eyes
I still see you
I still feel you
And we'll never be apart
You're still here
Still here in my heart
In my heart
Because of you I knew how it felt to be loved
You made me feel beautiful 'cause you believed I was
And I will never forget how you touched my life
You made me feel like I belong
You live on
You're still here
With me all the time
You're still here
When I close my eyes
I still see you
I still feel you
And we'll never be apart
You're still here
Still here in my heart
In my heart
All my life
You'll be in my life
You'll be part of me
I'll just think of you and you'll still be
You'll still be here
Still here
You're with me all the time
You'll still be here
Still here
When I close my eyes
I still see you
I still feel you
And we'll never be apart
You're still here in my heart
You're still...
I still feel you
And we'll never be apart
You're still here in my heart
In my heart
In my heart
In my heart
Still here
p/s today exactly 1 months since kak lin leaving us...
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