easy to be said than done...

It is just a few weeks to go before we're flying back to Sabah...i'm planning to deliver our 2nd baby there in my beloved hospital...hopefully everything will be fine...and soon after our baby born, abang will be flying back to Southampton alone and continuing his unfinished job here...without me ,fateen and our future newborn F**z...easy to be said than done...just can't imagine how life would be after that...

Luckily i got an offer recently from my junior colleagues for being incharge medical officer as soon as i came back to work..so the benefit behind it,there will be working office hour,no night shift and free during weekend..besides keep on seeing patient,i've to make a management work for my department..meeting/organised course and etc....not that happy with all these management things actually..but for the time being i really appreciates the offer...and i need to make slight negotiation..regarding the period...i've requested to let me incharge as soon as i come back from my maternity leave...wink2x ;)..

That will be the "longest" time ever that we will being away from each other..never been away from him longer than a week before...so it would never been easier for us..but to success need some sacrifices...every individual have their own way of sacrifices...and this is how we are..for a better future..insyaAllah(may Allah give us a strength always n forever)

hmm...next week will be his birthday...just not sure yet about the gift...if last year ,with money in my own pocket...that much more easier for me..but as for now...everything about money thingy,i need to ask that from that "birthday papa" himself...so i need to think BIG this time...and need to be creative so i've no need to ask for money...heeee

p/s last year gift was a watch...but not that practical here..since the weather is always cold and chilly..and because of the watch's bracelet is silver...it's getting cold ...so end-up just keep it in the drawer...hmm..